... Which may or may not happen. My dad is such a fucking wuss sometimes.
Dad, you hate your wife. She makes you miserable. She's physically attacked both of us. She verbally abuses us every fucking day. DIVORCE HER. LEAVE.
DO SOMETHING. Seriously, man. You want me to stay with you and help you out... it'll be a lot easierwithout the Bitch Queen of the Svitak Kingdom hanging around. You know that she's driving you to an early grave with stress, if nothing else, think of your dog! You love that dog! He's old and she treats him like shit! Just as badly as she treats you! FOR THE LOVE OF GOD MAN THINK OF THE PETS. If nothing else!

Now, I know that, yes, I'm 19 and, yeah, STILL LIVING AT HOME, but between my not so great wages and the astounding interest rates on my student loans, well, there ain't no way in hell i'm going to be able to move out anytime soon.

Speaking of loans, looks like I can kiss graduate school goodbye unless I want to be in debt for the rest of my life. I'm looking for scholarhips. Does anyone out there know of any scholarships/essay contests/something of the like that a relatively word-wise 19-year-old female with a little less than average grades can have a shot at winning? Fastweb it is then. Hoping for a critical roll!


In other news, I'm trying to convince dad to let me go down to kentucky to see my mom, or convince mom to come up here to see me. (I prefer the latter, personally. i want to show her off to all my friends.) I'm saving as much from my paycheck as I acn, but that isn't going to cover much. i just got another bill from firstmark. they want 150 this month. Last month was 120. GOD DAMN YOU LOAN SHARKS.

I don't want to leave my job, but I need a substantial paycheck! maybe I should start selling prints. (Like anyone will buy. :( )

Lastly, has anyone played Star Ocean the Second Story? I'm having trouble that online FAQ's aren't answering.

You know what I think I'm going to do? I'm going to blow $5 on a nice coffee-like beverage, play around for my Typography class, and find somewhere I can sleep tonight.